February 2012
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I guess I should elaborate a little bit. It was my first, loving someone more than they loved me. And it was understandable. At the time we started dating, I was all messed up emotionally from the relationship prior. NO self-confidence, couldn’t trust my instincts, just ALL messed up. So I went for an awesome rebound, and totally got it. Everything I was looking for: self-confidence,...
Feb 27th
I kinda love life right now.  After years and decades (not really) of pining after this man. I’m done! I have such a lovely influence in my life right now. An angel of sorts. A cherubim. But really, I’m doing what I love and engineering and machining my brains out, going to actually fun parties with lovely people that I’m proud to be friends with, and generally just having a...
Feb 27th
Why do all the Asians on Youtube know each other?
WongFu, FreddieW, Kevjumba, Ryan Higa, Steve Terada, Hokuto Konishi, Poreotics, Di Moon Zhang Man. I wish I were included.
Feb 19th
I remember how it feels to be in love…such wonderment as I have never otherwise experienced! 
Feb 12th
There’s a guy, a rival of a sort, that I’ve been repeatedly both disappointed and disgusted by in the last two years. Impressed by also, for he has excellent style, taste, engineering and professional skills, an awesome sense of humor, and he’s basically an all-around fun to be with guy. Which is why his failures seem so out of character. It seems so out of the lines of...
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Feb 8th
I hate it when I have no one to text.
Feb 8th
I’m so frustrated that the next novel in the Pathfinder series hasn’t come out yet! Orson Scott Card blows my mind with his twisting ideals and ventures into seriously altered spacetime analogies and alterations. Ender’s Game is obviously the most popular of his novels, but everything he does holds the same kind of crazy integrative inspirations that so clearly characterize his...
Feb 8th